why on earth does this have a title and the other don't? o. that's not important. ok. i am sooo slacking now. sigh. but i seriously don't feel like doing much work. sigh. but seeing as i have a 1/100% of photographic memory.. i sha;; just keep reading my text books OVER and OVER AGAIN. i might remember stuff liddat. sigh. and i'm like so crapped out. ARGH!!! i can die. anyways.. my oral was fine afterall. and it turned out i don't even have to memorise it. what a waste of time! i mean miss tan wasn't even looking at whether i'd memorise or not.. sigh... but at least its done and over with. and now i seriously think i'm gonna fail my exams.. ALL of them.. my maths.. i'm getting like 69% only...and english im getting like 62.6%.. and i got 50% for history!!!!! seriously.. i think i'm gonna die manz... what should i do??? well geog wasn't all that great either..67.5%.. sigh.. what should i do??!! and chinese.. gosh! i totally FAILED the comphre VERY VERY BADLY!! and lao shi was like if you really don't do well i wonder what you're doing in this class.. *wails* what should i do??!! sigh.. and i sooo hafta re-read CB or i'm gonna fail PBQ too.. sniff.. i think i'm gonna get kicked outta SBC... *wails* argh! if only i was like a famous person already.. then i wouldn't hafta worry so much bout my school results.. and i'm seriously confused bout the whole IB thingy so like i don't no what to do.. *wails* oh anyways.. i've gotten back my piano exam grade. i passed.. thank God! i seriously thought i would fail. either way, i passed every component except for my 3rd piece. but mr. teo said it was expected since i had a false start.. all in all.. i failed it by abit while i passed the others by abit so i guess you can say it evens out and that the fact i managed to pass is seriously amazing. and i've decided to start perparing for grade 8. and this i promise myself: *ahem* I SHALL DO MY BEST AND NOT SLACK WHERE IT CONCERNS MY PIANO EXAM OF GRADE 8. AND FOR THAT MATTER I SHALL TRY TO DO THE SAME FOR EVERYTHING ELSE *note the fine print that follow* however.. it is easier for grade 8, i think, cos all i need to do is practise.. whereas for school work.. i think that's gonna be rather difficult.. sigh.. actually.. all i really wanna do now is to finish crystalleanes and my dream is to see it get published. cos' even if it doesn't get famous.. at least there is a chance that people would read it and love it.. sigh.. but i think that the road to realising that dream is a long and almost impossible one.. sigh..
